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buffalo wings&homeless people//.

Mon Nov 6, 2006, 6:42 PM
wassupwassup.

tomorrow i'm off to serve soup and dinner to those in the beautiful city of san francisco.

i hear my father moving about upstairs.
the floorboards (that serve as ceiling down here) groan to me under his girth.

i may not have a boyfriend
may not be in love.
but.
i do have someone i would love to have as a boyfriend.
someone i care deeply for.
someone i want to take care of make everything ok for.
someone who claims to like me back.
and you know what-
i wouldn't trade this feeling for anything.
titles like "girlfriend" and "boyfriend" don't mean anything
it doesn't secure a relationship
mean you are more compatible
signify a greater depth to the relationship.
i haven't genuinely liked someone since i was fourteen.
long
time
ago
it seems.
i haven't felt this way-this particular way- ever.
i hate worrying about him,
but at the same time,
i love it.
i don't like what he's doing, but i like that i can worry about him.
and he knows it.
i hate feeling like i'm being annoying, pushing myself on him, apologizing and feeling stupid, having friends calling me "gay" for what i say when i talk about him..
and then i can't help myself- i love it.
i love saying i'm sorry and hearing him say its ok ("nah its cool babe.")
i love getting close to him and catching him glance my way.
i love when he tells me to shut up i'm not being stupid. hearing him say that he likes me ("i care bout you.")
i like that my friends can see me feeling this way and listen to my stupid recollections of our past encounter.

i'm not sure how you define love.
if its a feeling even.
if it takes time even.

but what i'm feeling--

it makes me feel like i start everyday with the intention of going ice skating.
that "i can't wait!" excitement.

i don't know.

i'm going to beautiful san francisco tomorrow. =)

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:iconangstbabe:
~AngstBabe Mar 17, 2006, 7:11:16 PM
LEASE READ THIS WHOLE POST. IT'S SO DANG TRUE* 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great. Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will find you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 relationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works

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“Remember what Bilbo used to say: It's a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to.”

~from J.R.R. Tolkien's "The Fellowship of the Ring"
:iconthatguyonthestreet:
~ThatGuyOnTheStreet Jan 1, 2006, 8:33:52 PM
:smooch:

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I'm so goth, I have a fishnet umbrella.

Still will put pink wig in front of wang and take photo for sex.
:iconyllek:
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Send it to someone to say how much you love them. If you get this back it means your luved twice as much!!!

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Proudly redifining controversiality since 2004.
:icondistortedmirrorimage:
~DistortedMirrorImage Nov 9, 2005, 7:29:09 PM
I E> ya kid.. your birthday shall be grand.. even if it isnt on your exact birthday... *plots*

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i think, i think, i think..
i think too much!
:icondarkrocky:
~DarkRocky Nov 5, 2005, 5:32:55 PM
*points*
you.
i know you.
LOVE! :hug:
:heart:
:icondistortedmirrorimage:
~DistortedMirrorImage Nov 3, 2005, 8:22:08 PM
mi amor!

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i think, i think, i think..
i think too much!
:iconhollowandalone:
~hollowandalone Nov 2, 2005, 4:26:18 PM
i think i found the two comments.. and am laughing at them hahaha

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"What I'm keen to know is which gentleman among you am I to have the pleasure of making love to?"
:icondepictionofintimacy:
~depictionofintimacy Nov 2, 2005, 6:30:23 PM
hehe! note me chica.

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:heart: ~RomanticTragedy -->my wife
:iconhollowandalone:
~hollowandalone Nov 2, 2005, 6:58:51 PM
what if i don't want to... HAHA jk ok i will!

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"What I'm keen to know is which gentleman among you am I to have the pleasure of making love to?"
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